well, i'm still up, 1 am on a sunday morning and i'm still wide awake, contemplating my life's blessings and the message at missionfest. lots of things going through my head now, not quite sure how to process them.. john mayer cd playing in the background (yeah, i got it) and yet i don't really hear it.

so.. i can't sleep, which sucks because i know it's gonna be bad in the morning.. maybe i should just lie down and close my eyes..